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Post by meg on Aug 24, 2013 3:39:46 GMT -8
in the past i was really nitpicky (about my codes and apps people posted on my forums). i think people still hate me for it. unu
i was just tired of people ripping my stuff ok? ;n; it legit makes me stressed out and sad... i don't mind if you get inspiration from me but pls write your own codes. and the apps... idk... i just wanted them to be perfect for everyone so everyone could be happy.
now days i'm super better about the app thing and i'm not keeping as close track of my premade codes. i don't even really look around for people taking my non-shared stuff. of course that doesn't mean that you can... i'll still probably freak on you in private for that.
and for freaking on you i apologize. i can't help being territorial about my precious designs.
i'm sorry if you hate me.
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MOTHER OF THE MAGICAL GIRLS
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Post by SIFR on Aug 24, 2013 6:33:57 GMT -8
Y'know, Utsutsu, I find that the opposite. If someone's ripped me, I'm either honoured, or I feel like they're using it to learn.
-blink- Curious, that.
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Post by GMOT on Aug 24, 2013 8:07:45 GMT -8
Um, I hate being alone with my thoughts.So, when I shower I listen and sing along to music ranging anywhere from the heaviest of heavy metal to 96neko.
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Post by Fistful of Dollars on Aug 24, 2013 16:32:42 GMT -8
I feel really bad about joining sites and then stop posting rps after a week.....and then after like 2 weeks pass by I feel super ashamed to just pop in and continue it....I still do it which is the worst part...and I always go back to the sites to see how they are doing but I don't log back on.
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Post by Zozma on Aug 30, 2013 12:01:56 GMT -8
I get lonely like anybody else but I get anxious when people stay at my house too long. If I don't have some time to just sit back and listen to some music, I get super stressed out. I carry my mp3 player with me everywhere. When I have anxiety attacks in public, I just listen to music and ignore the rest of the crappy world. Some people think I'm snobby because of this. Used to care. Don't anymore.
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Post by pascaline on Aug 31, 2013 14:34:38 GMT -8
Um...hmm... what to reveal? Ahahaha...
Well, I actually suffer from a pretty bad case of post traumatic stress disorder due to a lot of stuff. I go to therapy and take happy pills for it, so I'm doing okay. But what really helps me to feel better and helps my sense of self-worth is helping other people with their depression and unhappiness. If I'm really upset and a friend comes to me and they're sad too, even if it's over something little, I suck it up and tell them I'm okay and pretend to be all chipper and try to help them feel better. Because once they feel better I feel better, and everyone kinda wins?
So yeah. My friends on skype know, if I suddenly ask you to tell me a joke, it's because I had a particularly bad day that brought back bad memories and feelings and I really need a pick me up.
And like Zozma, I'm the same with music. If I don't listen to music for a day I get very edgy.
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Post by DARKEE on Aug 31, 2013 17:47:48 GMT -8
oh i confess, i confess to the rumour of usbut in all seriousness i confess that i get anxious really really easily. i turned on the oven to put my pizza in, and even though the oven was lighted, it kept trying to light itself, and it makes a noise when it does it. regardless, it made the snap noise a lot, and i didn't want to leave the oven to pre-heat, so i stayed there for five minutes. i got really anxious and almost started crying. also a few months ago, i was going to go on the pill because a) although i have regular periods they do get heavy and b) i am very hormonal and again i get anxious easily. i couldn't take the pill, and do you KNOW how tiny they are? i literally could not swallow it, even after trying with... maybe five pills and quite a few times with each one? i started crying and i felt like a failure and felt like ripping my hair out. so yeah, i get anxious, and i cry easily. always have. 8c but uh.. i also want to know how it feels to be kicked in the nuts. yeah i don't understand myself either.
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Post by Zozma on Sept 1, 2013 12:37:16 GMT -8
also a few months ago, i was going to go on the pill because a) although i have regular periods they do get heavy and b) i am very hormonal and again i get anxious easily. i couldn't take the pill, and do you KNOW how tiny they are? i literally could not swallow it, even after trying with... maybe five pills and quite a few times with each one? i started crying and i felt like a failure and felt like ripping my hair out.
Aw, don't feel alone there. I have an issue with anxiety and part of it involves pill swallowing, too. I have to get all medication in a chewable, dissolving, or liquid form or I simply won't take it. It's even worse when you're my age and people younger than you are staring at you like you're an idiot. There was a point where I had to take antibiotics for a tooth infection and they wouldn't give me a liquid form. Those pills were actually quite large, too. I took two doses by crushing it in food (mashed potatoes first time, a smoothie the second) but the taste was so bad and I took it so slowly that I ended up not taking any more. :/ It only makes the anxiety worse when you realize you can't even take something to make you feel better.
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