[BIG FUCKBOI GAMBINO]

White supremacy? White nation? White America?

Purged country.
Cleansed America.

Hah. . .

Never in my life had such ludicrous thoughts come to my mind. So used to being an abnormality, an abomination, and mutant. The latter I am very proud of, when I was first called a mutant I felt a sense of joy and hope. That perhaps if I was a mutant, there were others out there like me, maybe even a school for gifted children, just like me. Oh, how naïve I was, but it was a good feeling and my interest in X-Men helped me through what could have been some great turmoil.

I suppose I should give a little insight on myself, before I reveal to you an ongoing period in my life – a period that will define me. It will haunt me, and it will be the one thing I regret most in this life. However, no matter how pathetic or grim my disposition on life will be, I will endure it and maintain my sanity. All else has already been stripped from me.

My interests are rather simple; I was just your average nerdy high school kid. An outcast, highly intelligent, bullied, love of comic books, manga, anime, y’know, and the whole sha-bang. Music wise, I listened to a bit of every genre, mostly though just OSTs, but though I hate to admit it, I listened to a lot of rap. Personally, it was just the beats something about the base just got my blood pumping, nbd.

I’ve always had a fascination with dictators such as Trujillo, Hitler, and a few Chinese dictators. Between Hitler and Trujillo, I absolutely hate Trujillo and other dictators like him. I could never understand why anyone would oppress their people, it just doesn’t make sense. Well, I guess it stems from a lot of hate towards ones own race.

Regardless, Hitler, on the hand unified his people and, well, we all know his deeds. I’m not trying to glorify him or say anything he did was right or justified. Getting back on track, just setting these two as examples, I’m more interested in their methods. And it is clear to me that fear is absolutely necessary to maintain ones regime.

Well there it is, my last interest:

power.

I saw the movie chronicle and it really spoke to me, Andrew brought up a rather good point about evolution and the apex predator. While their gifts were more convenient for conquest, it wasn’t natural. My wings are a gift from god, this is the bullshit I spew, I am the next step of evolution and it is not a natural process.

These wings are proof that there is a god, and no matter the color of my wings, look at my skin – god chose white. I am not the apex predator, we are – my brothers and sisters. Here I stand as proof of divine right, divine selection – chosen to lead, to conquer, to purge. The words I choose to begin this war, will not be mine –

My wings expand casting its shadow on the army gathered below.

Deus Vult.

The words said by the pope who began the crusades, this is not a war but a crusade. We will reclaim what is ours.

White supremacy. White nation. White America.

Maybe. . .

But those are not my words, they were written for me. That is just an excuse, but the truth nonetheless. Conviction to this cause, this vile dreadful thing, has been contorted and twisted into moral obligation. What awaits me in the afterlife will be worse than all the torment I give myself.

I am ready.

Thinking of the day I was approached, I should’ve ran. I knew what his words meant, and I was no fool, but everything flowed and flowed. A better man would have escaped the sickening charm. But I was convinced I was no man. He told me that there are people, very rare, born into this world who are people of destiny. A quote, he told me actually, about the Dominican dictator Trujillo, and I was among the rare few because I had wings.

But do not lump yourself with such trash, you are better. God did not put those wings on some tainted body – he crafted you in the womb of a pure blooded woman. Whose same blood runs through me and you, and hundreds of thousands – but not millions, no pollution is the greatest threat of all. And you, chosen one, are the answer: the cure.

You have the power, with my help, and the help of our people – they die everyday from pollution! -- we can change the world for the better. Yes, the world – this country is but a stepping-stone – do not limit yourself to just saving our country, saving America. When you’re power is infinite and God himself has bestowed it upon you.

I was a sucker.

White supremacy. White nation. White America.

Yes.

Deus Vult.

God Wills It.

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[THE TRUE JIN]

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Intense. I really enjoyed reading it!