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Post by BIG FUCKBOI GAMBINO on Oct 27, 2013 23:09:06 GMT -8
the last character ill ever make. somewhere between 15 and 28, male (will probably never be female), race (human, unless idk becomes an alien or god or something) don't tell me who you are, tell me who you want to be. i want to be this charismatic, flirtatious, ambitious, outgoing, sociable guy that i know i can be.
what's stopping you from being that person. i think its fear. myself, really.
what are you afraid of. i can't really figure it out, sometimes i think im afraid of dying. other times, im afraid of people. commitment, this whole thing called life, its scary, y'know.
does this make you a weak person. being a failure. is a big deal, that's a fear too. not accomplishing anything sometimes im really okay with this and i go under this delusion that nothing is expected of me. at least, i expect nothing of or from myself.
does knowing this make you insightful. what makes you a strong person. the line between weak and strong is one that confuses me. but, i think that being a strong person is conviction. namely, a strong person is someone who knows who they are. in all the versions of me, i see a naive kid who doesn't want to admit that his life is important therefore none of his problems are important and there is someone, somewhere, worse off than him. i see a person who cannot see his own strength and would rather be a villain.
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